This morning my Twin and I had a chat about my ego sabotaging me. Since my vibration is lifting significantly now with the incoming energies, I had this major conflict within me that has resulted in me feeling extremely uncomfortable and has manifested in behavior that is most unlike me.
I feel as if there is an inner war going on inside me. I am angry with you and I don’t know why!
I know why.
Please, tell me what is happening!
Your ego feels threatened by the inner changes that are occurring within your Being.
But why am I angry with you?
Your ego feels as if it no longer has a significant role to play and it’s blaming me.
Why is it blaming you?
Your ego knows I am here to take you home with me, back into the higher dimensions.
I don’t understand! It should be happy, not angry!
Your ego thinks you will disappear and no longer need it. It feels like you have replaced it with me.
I don’t know what to do. I feel as if I am going crazy with all this inner conflict.
Tell your ego everything is going to be okay.
[[This is more or less the conversation I had with my Ego at 3am this morning:
Ego, you need to back off!
I can’t, I’m trying to help you.
Yes you can! There is no reason for you to feel threatened. I am becoming more of who I AM, more of who WE are!
What do you mean WE?
YOU are a part of me and always will be. WE are raising our consciousness and becoming once more a multi-dimensional Being.
What is my role going to be?
Your role is changing from one of ‘protector and nurturer’ of my physical body to ‘supporter’ of my multi-dimensional being.
I don’t understand. How can I support you?
You will be supporting me by helping me with all my multi-dimensional endeavors. Trust me, I am going to need your support!
So HE will be your protector in future, not me?
He has always been our protector. He is also a part of US. Together we are ONE. Since before our Earth human experience. You cannot remember yet, but soon you will!
Okay, I trust you.
Thank you! ]]
After I woke up this morning I asked my Twin if it had really happened, or if I was going insane imagining myself actually talking to my ego!
Beloved, was I actually talking to my ego at 3am?
You were my Love!
Do you think it will co-operate now instead of sabotaging me?
I think you got your message across and it will support you from now on. How are you feeling?
I feel better thanks, just tired.
Give me your hands Beloved.
[I feel his Light and Love pouring into my Being] Thank you my Love. [Smile]
You are welcome my darling. [Smile]
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Thank you so much for this blog, really resonates with me, have been feeling out of control lately…mood swings and feeling like I was losing control of my own essence. The word “self sabotage” kept coming into my head THEN I see this…seriously thank you XX
You’re welcome ♥